My focus this year will be on being a happier and healthier me. As hard as I've tried, I wasn't able to shake off all the drama last year and I let it get me down. My emotions have taken a heavy toll because of it. Hearing about the births of my niece and nephew through a third party really rocked me and left me shaken. My hope is to one day be a part of their lives but it has to be on our terms. My husband and I will no longer let people walk all over us, even family.
My battle with infertility has had a tremendous impact on my life. I know that if I can only get my hormones and weight under control that everything else will fall into place. I had high hopes in December only to have them dashed on Christmas Eve. I am so thankful for my son but I so badly want to give him a sibling to beat up on; I mean, love up on!
So I started January with a new diet that seems to be working well. Unfortunately, I got sick and delayed my diet a few days but I'm back on the wagon again. I also started Bible journaling again with hopes of keeping my emotions balanced by focusing on God's Word.
I am a work in progress but I know that with God's help, anything is possible. Please pray for us as we wait on God's will for our lives and trust in Him. He is in charge no matter how many times we try to push Him aside and take over the reigns.
Thy will be done.
